If I'd have a pound for every time the "F" word left my lips today I could have retired to the South of France tomorrow!

All was not well in my corner of the world, it started with my hubby and his indigestion last night. He was up for hours and I kept worrying about him. Then Jessica was so poorly she couldn't got to school. Not too much of a problem, as hubby, not having slept much stayed home to take care of her...and himself.

All this week is afternoon shift for me, not one of my favourites but hey, we all have our cross to bear. So off I went at 1pm for the hour drive to work, just to do the three hours I have to on a Monday. Thats where my day took a darker turn and all hell broke out! I won't go into all the petty little problems but needless to say once I reached work my fuse, blown, my temper blazing and my tongue lashing....I let rip at the security men...and anyone else who crossed my path.

I've never been a "company gal" I don't live and breathe the company as I have a life outside its four walls. As the company is American its all "yeah...go us" and think that sending us off on adventure days to go gorge jumping...or felt art making and then discussing how it made us "feel" is great! Well, if I wanted to throw myself into icy cold water I'd have done it years ago when I still had 100% control of my bladder, and if I wanted to make pictures out of felt I'd join a group of five year old's at the school down the road! Fuck 'em all! Thats what I say! I'm a 40 (almost) year old woman with a brain..and a will of her own! Only thats not what they want, they want us to all be sheep who follow the leader...and don't have an original thought in our heads!

Oh heck....not a good start to the week....but hey, it can only get better...can't it?!